As the year 2014 is winding down, i am trying to perk up.
This year has been a roller coaster of things, for everyone. I feel as if every person in my life had a life altering experience this year. These experiences range from death of a spouse, to a new marriage, to first babies, second babies, and the expecting of babies. 2014 has been year of change.
For me, I have learned to let go. It was not easy, and there were times i struggled. But, I let go. I let go of lost loves, expectations of others, bad spending habits, negativity, and doubt. I will always have doubt, but I’ve learned not to doubt myself.
I have learned that i have value. Me. I am enough. No one else can make decisions for you. You have to make your decisions. You know what is best. Do not doubt yourself or your value.
I know there are times that i really do not feel good about myself, my actions, or my situation. I have made my bed, i must lie in it or change the sheets. I choose clean sheets.
I have decided 2015 is a year that i will change. I have been working on my finances, and will continue to do so. I have been working on my positivity and outlook, i will still keep that going. I will also work on spending more time with family. They are important and should be told and shown often.
Here is to a better life style in 2015!